You Should Really Ask Yourself

You Should Really Ask Yourself
I wanna be a good girl but I lost my innocence a long time ago
I wanna move forward but I’m stuck in the past
I wanna let go but I hold on so tightly
I wanna be Christian but I don’t have enough faith
I wanna love myself but she won’t let me
I wanna let go of my parents but they are breathing down my neck
I wanna get out of here but I have nowhere else to go
I wanna let you in but your just too close
Anywhere, anytime, anything is better than what is happen right here, right now

What I used to Know...

What I Used to Know
I used to know…I used to know a lot of things
I used to know about me
I used to know about you
I used to know about God
I used to know about love
I used to know about anger
I used to know about religion
I used to know about friendship
I used to know about happiness
All I have is what I used to know
All I can share is what I used to know
The more I used to know the less I remember
The used to know is what pushes me forward what holds me back
The more I look away and try to forget what I used to know the more I struggle
I am not unhappy with what I used to know but I am uncertain of what I do know
All I know now is what is left, what moves from within and out from all the things I used to know.